So last Sept. I applied for the Jan 2011 race. I was acepted 1 week before training camp. At the time I had less than $20 to my name. I had to have $1,000 in my acount plus money to get there. And God provided!!
For most of my life I did't fit in, I was left out. I have had very few friends.In school I was made fun of alot. I could be in a room with 20 people or a 1,000 people and feel totally alone. Probably one of the biggest reasons was most of the kids (even at the christain school) and people I was around were more a part of the world and not hungry for God, while I wanted God more than anything. Before I was accepted to the Race i was at a place in my life where I felt so disconnected and what was my purpose. It was like I was just existing.
So in Oct. I went to training camp! Like never before I connected. Finally some people who were like minded. Within days I had found a new family! I found a place I belonged, somewhere I had dreamed about for years! Finally a purpose!
Then due to a lack of funds I was not able to go. My felt like my heart was ripped out, like I had failed yet again. For months I hurt and could not even think about it. Finally I was able to pray about it and the Lord said go in Sept. So I was trasfered to the Sept. Z squad! I went to training camp again not knowing if I could connect like that again. I felt it was taking a major risk to be hurt again if I opened myself again, but even though it wasn't easy I obeyed God.
Once again I found family, I belonged, I had purpose! I feel like I got my heart back! Through this trip many things the Lord has spoken to me/over me through His Word and many godly people will be fulfilled!
But I can't do it alone. I need you!! I am asking that you pray and see if God would lead you to give. It's not just for me but for His kingdom! May God give you a hundred fold return on the seeds you sow! (You may give by clicking on the support me on the left side). The total I need is $14,800. I need to have $6,000 by Aug. 20th, right now I have about $3,300.
Here is a video that Peter(one of my squad mates) made to tell why they need me as much as I need them! Thank you for your gifts and prayers! And thank you Z squad for accepting and loving me! You have made a differance in my life!